5-2-09

Today I was a stressed mess. It's not even funny. I seriously was a rag. I think Jeff was even scared of me today. :(

I'm really not wanting to do the wedding at our church--for many reasons. (They have SO many rules...but my major thing, is they won't allow us to have an open dance floor.) But we can't ind anywhere else that will hold everyone or is affordable. I was so mad and upset.

I realized though that I've lost perspective of the wedding. Our goal should be to glorify God and be a light o purity to those who watch our ceremony--not to have the "best" wedding ever. And now...I feel bad. :( We will just stick with CC and it will all be fine...

We got our bride's maids dresses yesterday. They are very pretty.

79 days to go...